I miss waking up as early as 5.30am to prepare for school.
I miss walking to school or back home everyday.
I miss school days as I see people who are in their uniforms on the streets.
I miss everyone.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
it's time
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO FIND MY DREAM AND THINK WHAT I WANT FOR MY LIFE!
I feel so uncertainty nowadays again. Im afraid of this feeling seriously.. I had felt the same once during the O's periods- unsecured and blank mind.I hate myself for feeling this way.~!@#$%^&
Therefore, my final decision is to work till end this month.No doubt, I am scared that I might make the wrong decision but I think that's what I want currently.
Ohyes, I might be getting my result next Tuesday!! I am so worried and nervous. =S
是时候想想以后我要做什么
是时候去寻找自己
是时候去找我的兴趣
I feel so uncertainty nowadays again. Im afraid of this feeling seriously.. I had felt the same once during the O's periods- unsecured and blank mind.I hate myself for feeling this way.~!@#$%^&
Therefore, my final decision is to work till end this month.No doubt, I am scared that I might make the wrong decision but I think that's what I want currently.
Ohyes, I might be getting my result next Tuesday!! I am so worried and nervous. =S
是时候想想以后我要做什么
是时候去寻找自己
是时候去找我的兴趣
Sunday, January 3, 2010
不勇敢
为什么我总是这么在乎他人的话？讨厌。
坚持到底即使做的不开心
还是做完这个月就辞职；有点不服责任
我在想 我是害怕做错决定
不想得过且过
然而继续又不开心⋯
怎么办？
我学会了
对于在每每争吵的环境里
在某某的环境下
坚持自己的决定
坚决自己想要的
视而不见 不该听的就不听
－不能改变环境但能改变心境
坚持到底即使做的不开心
还是做完这个月就辞职；有点不服责任
我在想 我是害怕做错决定
不想得过且过
然而继续又不开心⋯
怎么办？
我学会了
对于在每每争吵的环境里
在某某的环境下
坚持自己的决定
坚决自己想要的
视而不见 不该听的就不听
－不能改变环境但能改变心境
PS 我很想念大家！！
First day of 2010
01.01.10
Wee.I had steamboat on this day with my clique FINALLY.I WAS ECSTATIC!^_^ I had specially requested to work on morning shift as my clique had planned for steamboat at my house.I had been looking forward to this day man! ahha. However, not all of us were there;my dearest R was away to Genting, AhBao and ZY both were working on that day but still we had so much FUN~ We shall organize a day for steamboat again!! ^_^ We had taken a lot of photos too!!
Wee.I had steamboat on this day with my clique FINALLY.I WAS ECSTATIC!^_^ I had specially requested to work on morning shift as my clique had planned for steamboat at my house.I had been looking forward to this day man! ahha. However, not all of us were there;my dearest R was away to Genting, AhBao and ZY both were working on that day but still we had so much FUN~ We shall organize a day for steamboat again!! ^_^ We had taken a lot of photos too!!
PS.有段时间没有这么笑过了～
Last day of 2009
It has been awhile since the last time I blog.
On the last day of year 2009 , I headed to Marina and met WX, Mick they all for countdown after my work which ended at 10pm. I rushed to City Hall and tried to reach there as soon as possible but the train was so packed like sardines. Fortunately I managed to reach there on time.At 12am sharp, the fireworks set off.It was fantastic! After the fireworks ended, the rest planned to play pool and I decided to go home as I worked on morning shift the day after but eventually all of us headed home.There was no more buses after midnight and so we walked home from tpy interchange.
I was super exhausted on that day,nonetheless I had fun too.^_^We had taken a lot of photos too! I will upload as soon as possible.
PS. Many thoughts had gone through my mind as the fireworks were being set off.The year had given me suffering and happiness but I had learnt a lot from it though.Im so grateful to those who had helped me through my toughest time. THANK YOU SO MUCH.^^
Hope 2010 will be better than 2009.
On the last day of year 2009 , I headed to Marina and met WX, Mick they all for countdown after my work which ended at 10pm. I rushed to City Hall and tried to reach there as soon as possible but the train was so packed like sardines. Fortunately I managed to reach there on time.At 12am sharp, the fireworks set off.It was fantastic! After the fireworks ended, the rest planned to play pool and I decided to go home as I worked on morning shift the day after but eventually all of us headed home.There was no more buses after midnight and so we walked home from tpy interchange.
I was super exhausted on that day,nonetheless I had fun too.^_^We had taken a lot of photos too! I will upload as soon as possible.
PS. Many thoughts had gone through my mind as the fireworks were being set off.The year had given me suffering and happiness but I had learnt a lot from it though.Im so grateful to those who had helped me through my toughest time. THANK YOU SO MUCH.^^
Hope 2010 will be better than 2009.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Excited
I cant wait to meet SQ they all on the last day of 2009 & my clique for steamboat on the first day of 2010!! WOOTS.
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