孤僻的习惯

人与人之间的沟通很重要⋯

不喜欢做任何解释
不懂得自我表达
累时 不喜欢说话

原来这样会让人有不舒服的感觉…
或许给彼此多点时间吧…

以你为榜样

从你身上学到了
真心对待每个人⋯^_^

Tiring

Im mentally and physically exhausted!! I have to wake up extremely early in the morning and take an hour bus to school. I should have appealed to the nearest poly in the first place. !@#$% I think im suffering from insomnia these few days again.. I cant sleep at nights.Most probably it's because Im feeling the pressure;I have got piles of work not done and i still have to prepare for o levels..Gosh.. Pimples are popping out and dark circles are evolving..=S How? I WANT TO SLEEP~

Oh well,although this is the second week of school, im still not use to the route of my new life. I have been eating chocolates before heading to school.Anyway, I realised that I must be very self-discipline in doing self-revision or even do practices of the work..Like for mathematics, we have to practice the questions ourselves in order to be prefect.No teachers is going to mark for us..Moreover,We have only two hours for tutorial in a week which is totally not enough.This is stressful.
Worse still for physics,I just cant get my hands on the experiences; connecting wires and analyze the circuit are driving me crazy seriously..Im certainly not a physics person;it's my weakest subject.. Im wondering why i m posted to this course mann..

`Im presenting the introduction of my research journal tmr. Good luck to me! ^_^
PS.you're right. I have to put in more effort than others but it's really tiring..

超人不会飞，周杰伦

'拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我
还是会
不要问我哭过了没， 因为超人不能留眼泪'

现在才了解了
为什么一致以来你跟我说
学新的东西
去认识新朋友⋯
谢谢。^_^

咪修 咪修

I'M MISSING YOU GUYS ALREADY & secondary school days!! @@

Engineering math is tough too! T~T

Poly life.

It's only a week of school and I feel great pressure!@@ My course is really tough for me;it covers mostly PHYSICS and Math. Im just not a physics person;I cant get my hands on connecting wires and analysis the circuit.Gosh. plus I have yet studied for my O levels!! & I still need to prepare a speech presentation!!! I really need a very good management of time mann.

Well,although a week has just ended,everything are still so fresh to me;be it friends or brand new environment.Im still feeling uncertainty every now and then but hopefully things will get better in the future.My classmates are pretty nice and I have a small group of them whom I get along with.=)

"没有云的天空， 还是天空；没有天空的云，却不再是云了."

Moodless.

全新的世界

全新的環境
全新的面孔
全新的心態
全新的科目。

試著去適應
努力去調整心情
嘗試去學新的東西
但⋯⋯
負面的狀態 我想是難免的吧

我想 堅持、時間、勇氣 是我需要的。

PS 還是中學時期最棒！

“ 很多时候，现实的状况会逼著我们向前走。有一些人、一些事都必须要放弃。

— 下一站、幸福

这就是人生

人到了一个阶段链接到另一个阶段时
之间不少的离别。
小学升中学然后高中然后大学⋯
人与人之间自然而然的建立了感情但最后还是会离开。
我最讨厌还是离别了 因为我会很舍不得。
很多时候 周围的人事物会因为环境的改变或现实而让自己前进。
但是⋯
当你对他们感到很不舍时 你能怎样让自己停止想念？

踏入新的世界；全新的开始

ORIENTATION.
Well.It was rather boring and tiring which were unexpected.Im super exhausted after so many games I had today and I kind of regretted for not appealing NYP courses as the school is much nearer from my place..I had an hour bus duration from tpy bus interchange to tp which was utterly tiring and this gonna be part of my routine for three years. Thank goodness I have my chinese novel to kill the time.All the best to me ya @@

Well, I have a strange feeling which is indescribable as I stepped into the school campus. Most probably because it's a new environment and I see new faces. I must say that I MISS MY BELOVED 5N1 CLASSMATES BADLY AND SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE. I just feel weird and I had an urge to cry but I didn't.Or maybe 'uncertainty' is the word to describe my feeling.Perhaps I am totally not used to people who were screaming and shouting for entire day.Our leaders were super crazy ;they never fail to cheer and warm us up wherever we go. It's rather annoying.Pardon me. I know I sounded mean but it's the fact.

Ohyes.I was stunned when one of my classmates asked me if I am happy to be posted to this course..Im definitely not but Im trying to be happy. It seems like many of them were not being posted to what they are interested in and they have no choice but to study.It actually impressed me a lot,seriously.They look happy. I have been wondering why cant I just pull myself down to do things that I have totally no interest in?Why m I so insisting on the course that I want? And why m i a pessimist? I have a feeling that I cant pull through the 3 yrs of this course no matter how hard I try on telling myself that 'interest can be nurtured.'

PS.Im gonna study hard & smart for my o's.

或許像你說的
‘以後就懂了’

言听计从；
事事随从；
没有主见；
很难。

严重的代沟

我只能说
你不了解我。
我也只能沉默。

反驳，
不是因为没礼貌
不是为了激你
而是拥有自己的想法。

不能做自己喜欢的
不能拥有自己想要的，即使已发表了意见。
这样 会开心吗？

纳闷。
想控制我多20年？
这将会是不可能的任务。

‘解铃还须系铃人’
我终于学会了…

happy birthday wei xin

6 april 2010
It was wei xin birthday yesterday and the boys organised bbq at east coast. I went there around late evening and I shouldnt have taken cab. The taxi fare was super expensive. It was around $16 when I reached there! @@ Anw, I had a great time with them! ^_^

I've fallen in love with the sky at east coast mann. The sky was full of stars at night!! It was beautiful with the sound of waves. Fantastic. My mind was blank and I felt so relax. I never feel that way before.Never.I love going East coast. My next plan is to learn how to ride a bike!! ><

School is opening in a week time but Im not excited at all.

Finally.

3 april 2010

Woots. I was super happy on that day! Finally,we as a clique met up and had steamboat for dinner.It has been a really long time since we met but 'fish' didnt turn up sadly.She has got work. I miss them so much!! Everyone was busy working during the break and we had different off days.Well, the last time we met was on my birthday which was 3 months ago. We shall meet up often,guys! ^_^

I just realised that I m not concerned on food as before;ever since I started working i suppose. I can take everything like rice,fries,gelato,bbq,fried food & pork. Amazing. I cant believe it either.Apparently,I have gained weights. Im fat.Im going to go on diet real soon mann. T~T

了解我的人很少

我
难以琢磨
很固执
坚强
不敢向前一步

心里酸酸的

看了你的简讯 我的心里酸酸的
请不要觉得遗憾，
你已帮了我很多⋯
我真的感激不尽。

真的很庆幸有你
你的话
你对我的信心
你对我的不离不弃
你对我的肯定
让我坚持到底

PS 既然不能改变现实，就改变自己。

two weeks of break is a long break for me.

No more work.
It's kind of weird for me to wake up early and not go for work.In fact, i feel uncertainty to stay at home and do nothing.I cant be meeting friends everyday neither to stay at home.I must plan sth this two weeks to make the days fruitful for me.

Today is the first day without work,I met my clique for a movie.It has been a long time since I met them mann! I miss them so much la but my girlfriends did not turn up sadly.Anyway Im glad that they've planned to go out today,if not I have totally nothing to do at home. I know it's time for me to prepare myself for the written papers of certain subjs but I have no mood to study seriously.Perhaps Im not independent enough.I have registered for it and so see how things go then..

Before I met them, I was being force by mama for approaching a fortune teller who many people said he's very accurate in calculating everything in life. It's more dramatic to me though.Im not a superstitious person and I believe in fate;many things are predestined by god. I refused to go initially but my family were nagging and forcing me to go. Well, I was thinking since there's no use saying anything more, I surrendered.My opinions are never taken into consideration and im always standing alone.sigh.Worse still,they are trying to interfere my life. I know they are concerned about me but it's my life after all.Pardon me for being selfish but I cant please everyone to get what they want me to be for the future.
So what if I have no goal currently?? So what that I m afraid to try many things?? I know I must have a goal and I will definitely discover one day and go for it. I will tell myself to be confidence and be poised at all time. that's my problem, my life.

是你说
每个人没有目标，文凭最重要。
但现在你反而问我为什么没有目标
什么跟什么嘛～

I HATE FORTUNE TELLER.