我讨厌离别 因为我会舍不得。

老师教过 工作不在于工作的形体 而是在于敬业乐业的精神
所以呢 我开始喜欢上这份工作了
虽然只有短短的四个多月 但与大家建立了感情⋯
该来的还是会来的
我想 珍惜彼此短暂的时间 是最重要的。

Im gonna be jobless.

Time files.I have been working for four months plus and it’s coming to the end. My last day of work is next wed; not that I dont wanna continue to work but my contract ends this month. Im gonna miss my working place and my lovely colleagues.

This is my very first job and I enjoy it very much.Although I feel rather stress and exhausted initially, I managed to pull through.I always thought that Im a spoiler and so I have been trying very hard to prove that Im not a vase-a person who might look good in appearance but have no knowledge of the outside world. Now then I know what exactly the real world is.Anyway, Im feeling really lucky to have the chance to work there! The people are really nice though there are still some pretender.Well, it doesnt really matter,does it? To me,what’s more important is to gain working experience,learn new things and know new friends! =D

As I recall the working days for the past few months, Im indeed a troublesome person. I did many last minutes requests with no purpose,my manager never fail to commit them. Im really grateful with it. Im really sorry to ask for more but I was rather in the embarrass position most of the time. Also, these days were my most memorable days.For those who know me would know that my tears seems to be kept in the freezer; I dont cry easily. Since then, I realised that Im not as strong as most of you think but I will still remain strong and poised at all times.^_^

Frankly, I begins to love this job.It’s not that the job is good but the people whom im working with.However,i know I will not stay there forever; it will end eventually. Like what you had told me “as much as we want something along our way at times, situation does not allow it.” And so, I will definitely cherish the times working there.

PS.Im stepping into a fresh new world on the 19th April.

奇怪

好像真的變了
好像真的回不去了
大家變的很陌生
大家變的很客氣
有時甚至不是面對面的說話
而是用傳話的方式來表達⋯

是因為害怕受傷所以退縮
是因為傷得太深所以失去了知覺
是在逃避嗎？

还记得 你说过
“人 有时要放下尊严”

微笑

你以为 微笑能掩盖所有的一切
你以为 只要笑就能忘记一切
你以为 笑 就能当作事情没有发生过
如果真的有这么简单就好了

会忘的，
一定会忘记…
会记得的
就一辈子都回会记得…

工作的时候 就真的很难找到真心的朋友了⋯

每个人仿佛都带着面具
表面上 大家和睦相处
私地下却会说闲话
太可怕了～

dilemma

no point taking O levels again?