义海豪情

“但愿人长久，千里共蝉娟”

未来是什么？以后会发生什么事？世界是公平的吗？
所有的事 其实上天已经安排好了。

一个坚强的女孩 成了众人最怕的女人
为了找爸爸，为了存活
每每接触的是染上毒瘾的人
看见的是人们为了吸毒品而搞到家散人亡、伤害自己、甚至牺牲自己的性命。
所以她这一生最真恨的是毒品。
日后发现自己的家人是卖毒品的；一心只想烧整个毒品，关掉所有的店。
是真的没有选择才走上歪路的吗？
其实 只是看自己要不要而已。

山不转路转 路不转人转 人不转水相逢。
被亲人背叛、与一些人不合 最后的收场就是死。
再坚强的女孩 也有最脆弱的一面
庆幸遇到了生命中最重要的生死之交
“生要见人、死要见尸”
带着这个信念，不顾一切地保护彼此
最后到人生的终点时 彼此约好了在天堂见面
当一个人到了尽头，最惨的不是离别 而是脑海里一片空白，没有任何回忆。

一段中国人的故事、在大战的时期
如何生存、如何熬过那黑暗的日期，每每期待阳光的出现。
做事问心无愧、坚持自己的信念、在良知道德上的抉择、义气
还有非一般的爱情故事。
真的是很棒很棒的港剧 我很喜欢。

"忍"=刀扎在心里是很痛 但是无论有多痛 还是要忍。
“熬过了一关，还会有另一关”

盼望

總盼望從黑暗走出來的日子,前面是等待迎接我們的晨光.

虚假

有些事 发生了就是发生了
伤害了 就是伤害了
即时伤口愈合 也会留下伤痕

不解。
带着面具 是为了保护自己 还是在逃避？
有时大笑 是真的开心还是在掩饰自己的不开心？

虚情假意。
一些动作 、一些话 超越了一个人的限制。
表现出的虚假在无意间有一些些讨厌自己。

面具人

每个人都仿佛有着属于自己的面具
在末一个地方 在面对不同的人 都会以不同的心态来对待他人
有些人表面上和你有说有笑 但却在背后捅你一刀
有些人就很自然的把自己的情绪写在脸上
有些人却说话很直接，不知道自己的话已伤了对方

虚伪与做作 只是一念之间
或许为了引起他人的注意 把自己关起来
或许太被呵护 经不起他人无意的笑话
或许是在乎 所以更介意他人的眼光

引起众人的注意 有必要吗？
面子 有这么的重要吗？

人是为了自己　而不是为了别人而活
面子是自己个给的 脸是自己丢的
这是我一直相信的。
至今我才懂 我们所说的话 对朋友的影响是这么的大

得到他人的关心 是件很温馨的事
即使是一个小小的问候 就会很感动

山不转路转 路不转人转 人不转心转
如果不踏出那一步
如果不主动一点
那所谓的墙就不会倒

因为这样 让我差一点不认识自己
因为这样 让我很不舒服
因为这样 让我知道 原来不是每个人都会付出了真心地对待他人

这就是真正的世界吗？
表面上的虚假 带着专署的面具
是我太单纯了吗？

'家就是避风港' 里头的含义我这才明白
那个时候才是真正的自己

更爱自己、让自己好过一些
就让时间冲淡一切吧.

Something that never get through my mind

2 years ago, I was dying to slim down and I begun to go on diet. This was my diet plan-NO PORK, NO RICE, NO FRIED FOOD, NO SUGARY DRINKS AND NO CANDIES. Many people around me were strongly against it as they thought I was torturing myself,but I insisted. I got scolded or nagged for almost everyday.With so many arrows pointing at me, I still stuck to my plans and not listened to anyone. I see no reasons why I can't go on a diet? As in what's wrong with dieting? I was just wanting to slim down and looked as fabulous as the models. Perhaps I got the wrong concept that skinny means perfect but no one seemed to explain to me.Is this being rebellious or wilful ? I dont know. That's how they think of me.After so long, I got used to it anyway. I must say that standing alone is tough and tiring,but it had thought me to be more brave and independent girl.I have been telling myself to be strong and stick to my plans if I am doing the right thing. At that time,there was only one person who agreed with me and I was very grateful to her for being so supportive.Her words and concerns were so much appreciated that until now I still remember what she had said.

Just recently, I started exercising and doing workouts every thrice a week so I told myself to stop my diet. Eating every food with moderation,exercising regularly and eat half bowl of rice each day are my plans to keep myself in shape now though I will still say no to fast food. Many friends around me are shocked when they knew I have not been eating Mcdonalds, KFC and ice cream etc for more than 2 years. Haha. How exaggerating!

Back to my topic, what I don't understand was that when my sister said that she wanted to slim down,mom told her to kick the habit of eating rice! I was astonished as she scolded me for not eating rice when I was on a diet but now she's asking my sister to stop eating rice! After that, I found out that those people who had scolded me for going on a diet are having diet now! They have stopped eating rice,fried food and going on a similar diet plan that I had before. How funny! I really don't understand. They aren't playing their parts as a role model at all then why should I listen to them?

The lucky one.

It's been a while since I last blog. I have been busy studying for O levels and poly work. Thank god that these stressful days are coming to the end and I managed to overcome it amusingly. With the effects of exercising and eating dark chocos everyday really helps to release stress but indulging in a Mocha and a sandwich at a cafe is still the best! Hahah. Two more papers to go and I will be free! As in I have got more free time to watch hk series on weekends! Yuppie!

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Last week I started the language course(French and Japanese) and apparently it didnt work well for me. Although these languages are interesting , I cant cope with them.It's really stressful to learn ABCs in both Japanese and french in a day.Therefore, not to make my life miserable, I have decided to change the course to a marketing course as I still feel comfortable with figures instead of a brand new language. Thank you Mr.Y for helping me with regard to changing of this course. I must say that I am a lucky girl! I am soo grateful to these wonderful people around me! LOVE THEM SO MUCH. I'm getting to miss a couple of people already.