JAY CHOU's TEE

OMG!! Elara bought me this Jay chou tee!! Love her so much! >3

Indecisive

很多时候 没办法自己做决定
很多时候 搞不懂很多事情
所谓的解铃还须系领人 还真是难

不知道为什么不知道
不知道所做的决定是对还是错
不知道该做什么才能找到自己

讨厌这种
不知道 不确定 不了解
的种种感觉…

什么时候才能脱离这不安全感？
什么时候才能意识到生存的意义？
什么时候才能知道自己所不知道的？

Thoughts

不负众望.
有时掩饰自己的不开心
换来他人的欣慰
或许也是最珍贵的感动。

PS.因为你相信 让我有勇气坚持

Satisfaction

Yuppie~ I'm so satisfied with my results!
I was shocked when I saw my GPA; it's way beyond my expectation and unbelievable!! woohoo~

I had a lil indulgence of Macaroons.. Yummy~

I'm contented

I feel secure and happy with them around!! >3

It has been awhile since we met as a clique but still short of two ladies. It's mid-autumn festival today and we gathered at Brandon's place for our favorite steamboat!! Woots. Gathering at a round table with a hotpot on a windy day while catching up with one another was AWESOME!! We had so much fun and laughter! oh and I finished A BOWL OF RICE surprisingly.Ever since I started dieting, I had either had half a bowl of rice or sometimes not eating any. I always had a thinking that rice makes me fat but now as I begin to do workouts and jog every alternative days, I have stopped dieting.Well, I know I should have stopped long ago as people around me have been worried for me.): Hope I'm not late though.
Anyway,I received compliments from both beryl's and brandon's mama that Im skinny!! Haha! Although many people have been telling me that I am skinny enough and stopped me from dieting, I just believe in myself. Now my target is to keep myself in shape! Oh and I realized I didn't had a bite of mooncake on this day!!

PS.No more complaints but showing gratitude to everyone.(:

默默

有人说 　巧克力
那甜甜的滋味
溶化到嘴里的幸福感觉
就是爱情的味道。
但心理的门依然是关着的…
喜欢独自逛街
习惯一个人吃饭
有时思考着 发生过的种种事
那自由自在的时光
我很享受。
或许是没有勇气
或许就差那一点点的感觉
每个决定
都会想到后果 会不会伤到身边的人。
这些顾虑 却让我无法踏出那一步…
顺其自然吧～
直到拥有那把钥匙的人出现…

PS.This might not be the best way but it's the only way I can think of.It might be hurtful but sometimes that's how cruel reality is.

黑巧克力

30之后的叔叔
才意识到生存的意义 才知道自己的目标
在这之前 独自一人去摸索 尝试各种行业
知道方向不对时 再调整回来
没有人给与他意见 没有人告诉他的优缺点
最终靠的是自己的战斗力 找到了自己

一直在鼓励的我和姐 追求自己理想的他
不管他人的看法
坚持自己的想法
相信自己的理念
从不后悔的精神
背后的故事 现在我才知道。

迷路时 　　　有人告诉我方向
难过时　 　　有人聆听我的心声
想放弃时 　　有人鼓励着我 要我坚持
迷失自己时 　有人告诉我真正的自己

现在正在寻找自己的我
有人带领着

我很幸福也很幸运
像是吃黑巧克力时
苦苦的 甜甜的滋味...

PS.真的谢谢。

Happy Birthday B!

Woots! Met up the girls again!! It was B's 18th birthday yesterday and we had a short celebration with her. We headed to Vivo City for xiao long bao and bought her a strawberry tart from fruit paradise.I totally forgotten that she doesn't like strawberries! Eventually, ZY was the one who finished the tart! Haha. She just love desserts a lot a lot. After that, we settled down at a open space. Ber told us that she hopes our friendship will last long and the only way to maintain our friendship is to meet up often. I couldn't agree more though and I was a lil touched when she said that.=)
Afterall, I had a great time with them! Love them so much! >3

PS. I have to say that I am glad to have known them and I will definitely treasure this friendship.





`B gave me this bar of chocos that her dad bought for her! She just hates dark chocos but i LOVE it! ^_^

Sleepless nights

Does anyone knows how to cure short term insomnia?
I CAN'T SLEEP LATELY! As always,I'll suffer from insomnia on exam periods and this is annoying.When I closed my eyes, my mind never stop functioning.Many many things go through my mind;I just couldn't get into my dreams. I did do some researches with regard to curing of sleeping disorder and tried several methods(drinking warm milk before going to bed, listening to smooth music, doing exercises in the morning and breathe slowly) but to no avail. If only the worst comes to the worst, I will consume some sleeping pills as given by a doctor.I know I cannot rely on sleeping pills but what to do?

Last night, I didn't get a wink of sleep. Only till this morning around 7am when my sister prepared herself to school, I fell into my dreams like finally but a short one. I woke up at 10am as I had a paper at 2.30pm. Gosh.I had only 3 hours of sleep or even less than that!! Apparently, I didn't do well for the paper even though I was well prepared.Most of my answers were different from my class. Ah~
Sigh.It's over though. I had done my very best for this paper.Hope my results will turn out to be good. * Keeping my fingers crossed.

Alright, shall prepare for last paper tmr!!

最熟悉的

如果那天决定留多一年 今天的我会是怎样的呢？
如果那天我坚持 今天的我会比较开心吗？

老师节那天 回到了母校
走过每个熟悉的角落 勾起了很多的回忆
每天早上到操场集合
课间休息时去的餐厅
放学后去的Junction 8。

很怀念中学的日子。
很想念当年的我们。
还有最挂念的老师们。

大家兴奋的
把准备好的礼物 献给最尊敬的老师们
把说不出的感激 写在卡片上。
和老师们聊天时 ，不仅有种莫名的亲切感.
好久不见。

如果那天没有得到支持，我会有勇气吗？
如果那天我不顾一切，是一时的冲动还是对事太执著？
如果那天我没有那个念头， 眼泪还是会时不时不受控制地掉下来吗？

PS. I ♥ U ALL!!>3