Mi-siu Mi-siu

I am super exhausted after school especially on Monday and Wed when lessons start at 9am. I have to wake up early in the morning at 6am and leave house at 7.20am.@@ Apparently, I need more time to adapt to my new environment,the system and also blend in with my classmates. Most of them are still strangers to me though some of them are really nice people. X) I might look cold to most of them-we are just like living in the different world but Im sorry to say that this is the way I am,perhaps to new faces and environment. As time passes,we will get to know each other better.(:
Anyway, school is going to start at 2pm tmr as writoral's tr has postponed the lessons to friday afternoon! Dammit.

Alright! I am going to bed early today!

PS.O-m-g.Today is the last day of June which means I am left with 14 days to my chinese oral!!! I am so not prepared seriously!!

Going to R house for steamboat on friday!! But I am so afraid of doggy!! >.< HOW?!

不想忘记的感觉

很巧的 在地铁遇到了你
半年没见了，
即惊讶又开心。
聊起来时 ，
有种说不出的亲切感，
有说不完的话。
谢谢老师的关心。

PS 老师，保重哦…下次会回校看看！
因为有你们的关心，再这么不开心也得让自己开心.

一个无心的笑话可能是别人的死穴

被取笑的感觉…
小小的伤到 但更令我哑口无言。
只回了一句“不好意思，我笑不出。”
我喜欢就好。

因为这样 不知不觉地隐藏了自己。
因为不信任 也选择不相信。
因为虚假 不尽会害怕。
我才懂，这就是你所谓的不简单。

PS.我还在学习如何更爱自己…

Perseverance

WOOTS.I PASSED MY PHYSICS TERM TEST SURPRISINGLY!
It's a miracle,isnt it? Ohmygod.It's not just a border line pass; I did pretty well as compared to the first test which I had failed badly.=D * a clap on my shoulder. Yuppie~
However, things are getting tougher and tougher. I couldnt catch up with the lessons after the 2 weeks of break and I am facing difficultly in understanding certain subjs now.As the main exams and quizzes are coming up and O LEVELS are round the corner,I am feeling tight and breathless. I want a break.In fact I need a break but I cant afford to slow down my pace as the days are getting nearer and nearer..Studying on weekends is driving me crazy too...

PS.I still remember ur words and it's so much appreciated.=) Without u, I might have given up.

Bottom of my heart

Care Less

GOSH.I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY!!!
HOW?!?!?!?!
AND
I FEEL SUPER GUILTY AFTER EATING 3 PIECES OF FRIED FOOD FOR DINNER..

PS.I hate the feeling of empty & insecure.

Appreciated.

Thank you for lending me a listening ears.
Thank you for ur concerns and supports.
Thank you for leading me throughout my life.

No faith.

Perhaps this is the way you show your concerns towards me.

不断地提醒自己-“解释后，不相信就画下句号。”

I must love myself.

It has been awhile since I last blog.Well,I am making full use of my breaks now. Although I have got assignments to complete, prepare for O levels and go back school to do my lap worksheet, i just love being accompanied by friends and family.

I enjoyed watching soccer matches with B & P for 2 hours.
I was relieved after talking to you via SMS.
I was delighted when I went shopping with mama and Q.
I love visiting my grandparents every Sunday.
I am trying real hard to bond with my poly friends.
I have had a good rest.

BUT, school's going to reopen in a few days.NOooooo.

原来这才是真正的你

因为你的离开,原谅了你的欺骗.
因为毕了业,原谅了你的心机.
也因为你的真诚,我选择相信.
但很多时候、很多事情不知道总比知道好.
虽然不是好朋友,但也是真心对待的朋友.
我好像错了..
很难过地问了自己
这五年的友情算什么？

出门可以带一把尺但请不要得寸进尺。
我还能相信朋友吗？

感触良多的一首歌

Awesome.

My beloved clique.
It has been a while since we met. Everyone is busy with their poly work and finally we managed to meet up last friday. We had super lots of fun,laughter and cam-whoring.I was delighted.I never felt that for a very long time.It's awesome.

当你的谎言被刺破时
是什么感觉？
一直以来都用真心对待每个人
但每一次你的欺骗、你的小动作 都很明显。
你的虚伪使我不时掩饰了自己…
FORGIVE & FORGET；
但你最后还是说谎了。

解释后，不相信就画下句号。

原来
回应就是无礼、
有时言听计从就是忘恩负义…
只能无言以对，视而不见。

“如果每个人的内心，都像是锁了很多秘密的仓库。
如果幸运的话，在你一生中，你会碰到几个人握有可以打开你内心仓库的钥匙。
但很多人终其一生，内心的仓库却始终未曾被开启。”
-第一次的亲密接触

我很幸运，遇见了你。
你过得好吗？

曾经我也告诉了自己
“不可以让关心我的人担心、让看好我的人失望…”
但我做到了吗？