loathe.

With regard to my extension of contract, I have decided to extend it.However, now mama has changed her mind.She asked me not to extend alr as she has planned to go aboard on new year(well, she always gives empty promises) and so Im in the dilemma again. Aww.. I cant make up my mind mann. I hate myself for not being able to make decision.

本来已决定 但你让我动摇
然而选择继续后 你却要我不做

言听计从
不是不听 只是不会要去不想去的地方 反而被你说成不喜欢跟你们出门，很奇怪
然而也请不要拿我与她比较 因为真的不同

不喜欢被逼的感觉 I need a break.
这样 开心的起来吗 ？

寂寞在路上